God this pain in my chest is too hard to Compress.

This void in my heart is too hard to ignore.

I’m trying, I’m fighting to keep it still beating
To keep it still pumping its blood to other organs.

It wants to give out.
It wants to stop.
But I’m trying to hold on.

Its like it gave up on life when he broke my mind
When he entered my thoughts,
When he broke my stride, in the way that I walk, in the way that I talk.

And I know I shouldn’t put no trust in man, but I did.
I put my trust in the most imperfect thing
Instead of putting my trust in the man who is greater than all things.

God this whole in my soul is spread so wide
I can’t find where me and you collide
And I’ve been so lost in my mind wandering, looking for a place to hide from this pain
I’ve found none.

God I’ve drifted so far from shore

I can’t find my way back to you
And I know you hear my prayers but yet I still hide for you.

I hate myself for being in this state
And I don’t know how to rise above this weight that has kept me down.

Hear me Oh lord as I cry to you
Save me from myself

Bring me back to the person I once knew
Show me who I am
And make me like you
Because right now I feel Completely lost Without You.

 Blessing and Prosperity

Stacyann Nathan